Are you there?
On the other side?
Watching me? Waiting?
I’m lonely.
Slowly returning to normalcy.
No longer hiding and scared.
Still can’t eat much.
Can’t sit down much.
I walk around sighing
playing with my hair
touching my face
hugging myself.
One second smiling,
The next I’m dying.
I’m a twitterpated tween.
Shake it off
Check my phone
My inbox is safely,
despairingly…empty.
Love songs are no longer meaningless, but tragic.
Attempting to push emotions
& crackling chemistry asside
Trying to bring back logic
In order to decide.
Think RATIONAL thoughts Jeanette!
Reality is rarely like our fantasies.
Don’t jump in blind.
(Self Portrait by JETTE 1997)
JETTE 
so have been there too girl. write it out, draw it out, express it and things will get better
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